And I don't know why and I don't know what to do to fix it.
I mean, with my goals right now I'm trying to deal with all the things that make me feel like I'm not living my life the way I want to so I won't feel stressed but I'm seriously shaking with how stressed I am.
It's totally work, my home life is not stressful.
But at work I just can't seem to get it together. I need a couple more hours each day to study and be better and I feel like I'm barely getting by.
In other news coffee seems like an essential these days and that concerns me. It may be time to go on a cold turkey herbal tea decaffeination again. Last time was about a year ago but since then I thought I was doing a good job not being addicted but I've been getting headaches lately and I don't want it to get worse.
When I think about it I probably have had coffee more than I should in recent weeks.
I'm not mentally committed yet though as I'm not 100% convinced its a caffeine issue. Maybe I'll give it a go well-hydrated and caffeine free tomorrow and see how it goes.
I'm drinking three cups of coffee at like 11 at night and doing homework until 3, 330. I feel ya girl. It's hard to quit.
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